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May 9th, 2007

11:30 pm: take me to the clouds above
so... I have a tumor. okay well not really, but yes! I have the biggest EFFING zit on the top of my forehead and I swear, its a tumor. its as big as an effing tumor. and it hurts like NO OTHER. My forehead (obviously) isnt a fleshy part of my face, the skin is pulled really tight...so it feels like I have a massive pimple on my SKULL. So if you see me in the next week or so and I have a massive GROWTH on my forehead, its not a tumor, its a gigantic genetically engineered guiness record book ZIT. or a bug bite...im beginning to think it might be a bug bite. Its just that big. I dont get zits this big or on my forehead; very strange. and painful! ProActiv my ASS! owie!

also my wisdom teeth have come in. kinda uncomfortable, just gonna have to wait it out while the rest of my teeth adjust to them.

im moving soon (like really this time *crosses fingers*) and all I gotta say is...
"come and knock on our door..." hahahahaha

Im gonna go watch Superman Returns. I need to remind myself what a GOOD superhero movie is like after seeing that giant piece of spider crap that was spiderman 3

Current Mood: soremy forehead is gonna explode

April 24th, 2007

10:30 pm: scales
im seriously debating whether or not to cancel my trip.

Current Mood: stressedstressed

April 13th, 2007

12:00 pm: "Shut it Dwight, you ignorant slut!"
yesterday was a good day.
. rutabegorz's
. fullerton street fair
. new Office eppy

cant go wrong there.

The fullerton street fair was such a blast. I never knew how great it was, I want to go every thursday to it. They had so much cool stuff. When Sharon gets back I want to make it a thursday tradition. speaking of, sharon gets back on monday. hoorah!

I leave in 3 weeks. gah.

Current Mood: okayokay

April 9th, 2007

03:55 pm: just tell what has it ever been
Im dealing with alot of self-doubt/inadequacy lately. its sucky. the message in church was good today; I felt like it pertained to me and what im dealing with mentally/emotionally alot. but its easy to spin messages so they 'always' pertain to what your dealing with in some way; but today was good.

I wish I knew how to get from point A to point Z in the right way with someone, but I dont. I feel like I upset them unintentionally sometimes, or mostly they take something the completely wrong way. fuey. I wish I was a different person sometimes. and not...I wish I didnt have such a strong personality. Im like the human equivalent of an Altoid. I need to learn to tone it down. I get overly excited about dumb things, and get on my pedestal for no reason just to do it sometimes too. Thats gotta be frustrating, I need to learn to not be so...like that I guess. I dunno. like I said, lots of self doubt/insecurity/inadequacy feelings.

i think im gonna take a nap. I want to see people tonight though. I feel like having a talk w/someone. I just kinda feel like sitting around and discussing stuff. I feel very relational today.

Current Mood: sleepysleepy

April 1st, 2007

11:26 am: da da doo....
im so BORED. everyone needs to come back from spring break! bllaaahhh. nutin' to do at all...bored bored bored.

next week is my last class for this nursing course (yay!) then I have a month of no school (well kinda) until I leave.

my sister is engaged. im gonna be someone's sister-in-law. i feel old.

I wanna go to disneyland pretty DANG bad right now.

Current Mood: boredbored

March 25th, 2007

11:55 pm: everytime
I got my Turkish Visa this weekend. also made the final payment for my trip. talked to some cool people that are going with me. found a guy from Canada that is flying into the same terminal at Heathrow within an hour of me; he offered to wait so we could ride the tube together. it was nice of him. im so very excited!!!

I smell like bonfire.

Current Mood: sleepysleepy

March 20th, 2007

11:49 am: %^#$*%e (%fv%$&!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY, I hate banks. I could go into detail about the crap they have given me over trying to pay for my trip; but that would result in pages of banking lingo than even myself doesnt understand fully and since this situation has stretched over days now - heres the jist:

Tara had more then enough money in her account to cover her trip. Bank wouldnt let her make that big a purchase. Tara split up one big payment into two smaller payments. Charge went through smoothly. Tara gets call next day that over $8000 has been extracted from her account and she is now -2735.00$ in her account, and because of rollover overdraft protection, her savings is all gone too. AND the bank hit her with over 100$ in overdraft charges anyway (overdraft protection my BOOTAY!). So Tara here had her entire checking account, her entire SAVINGS account all swiped AND she got hit with massive overdraft charges. WTF I say, WTF indeed. Travel agency then says they have no record of taking the money. So all that money gone - with no record of who took it. Tara goes apeshit.

needless to say after hours of phone conversations with my bank AND my travel agency, they have both now said that all my money and my account should be back to normal in 24 hours. Either way, I have ZERO money for the next 24 hours at least. Ill have to write my aunt a lenghty explanation as to why I have been using her 'emergency' credit card she gave me so frequently the past few days.

p.s. sorry for cursing a bit there, sometimes there is no other word to use to describe. bleh.

Current Location: THE 7TH CIRICLE OF HELL
Current Mood: distresseddistressed

March 16th, 2007

11:39 am: friDAY!
that means sleep forever tomorrow. joy of joys! I love friday night for the mere reason of the anticipation of sleeping in the next morning.

So, I walk into work today and see there are two large crates sitting in my office. So I look at Sharlene (my co-worker/partner in crime...she's Pam to my Jim..and our boss IS Michael Scott swear to god) and I'm like
Me: "Uh Sharlene, are there animals in my office right now?"
Tom (Boss): "Those are NOT animals, those are my babies!" - referring to his two little rat dogs that have taken over my office.
So I go in, move the dogs crap around with my foot so I can make room to get to my chair (Im talking toys, dishes, blankets, dog beds, crates...ugh) and sit down and im like "wth?" and Sharlene comes in and goes
"Oh ya, the dog peed there about 15 min ago"

OF COURSE IT DID. But im not even upset, I just start laughing. you know why?? because this stuff ALWAYS happens to me. No joke. The most inappropriate embarrassing thing will happen to me at the most embarrassing inappropriate time WITHOUT FAIL. Ah life.

It's friday. and I REALLY REALLY want disneyland tonight!! Im sure some kid will pick me out of a line-up to puke on out of everyone around me, but thats to be expected. Disneyland?? anyone??

Current Mood: goodgood

March 13th, 2007

09:54 am: summa, summa, summa-time
Im wearing cargo shorts, and my diet coke shirt. This can only mean one thing - its summa time!...even though its totally not because its March, but whatev's. Im done with my class in 3 weeks (I think I can make it...gah I hope I can make it, this class sucks), and its like 90 degrees outside! and my vacation starts in May, so basically summer is all a month early this year. My class ends a month early, daylight savings was a month early, summer vaca is a month early, and its getting HOT a month early, so ya, lets just skip spring shall we?

so far the past two nights now, ive had amazing dreams, and ive been woken up RIGHT at the best part! its like NOOOOOO! really cool dreams too. drats.

Current Location: work
Current Mood: hothot
Current Music: avril; im on an avril kick

March 2nd, 2007

11:55 pm: hey hey you you
I got alot done in the past two days. I'm proud of myself. I am also very tired.

I am officially going to Europe for 7 weeks on May 4th. Ill be back on June 21st. Im totally stoked.

ALSO, listen to 'breathe' by sia; I dont give out musical recommendations often so take that to heart.

I tired out my kitten right now by dancing around the room with her to avril's new song (ya whatever, I dare you not to dance to it too. I DARE YOU!) but she is collapsed into a ball on my bed. its kinda cute.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: girlfriend-avril lavigne
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